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A Heart Uncharmed

Read Chapter 5: A Stranger's Kindness

The headache had begun as a dull throb behind Cordelia’s eyes the moment she’d set foot in her new bedchamber, and by the second morning at Ashworth Hall, it had sharpened into a vice of pain that made the grey light through the windows feel like a personal cruelty. Mrs. Patch had taken one look at her, pressed a cool hand to her brow, and declared her unfit for anything but rest. That had been yesterday. This morning, when Cordelia rang for her lady’s maid, the girl who answered was not the one she’d brought from home, but a hollow-cheeked chambermaid who curtsied so low her spine nearly cracked.

“Begging your pardon, my lady,” the girl said, her voice a thin reed. “Peggy’s taken ill. Fever and chills. Mrs. Patch has her in the stillroom, but she won’t be dressing hair for a sennight at least.”

Cordelia pressed two fingers to her temple and considered her options. She could send for another maid from London. She could sit in her rooms and stare at the peeling wallpaper until her husband deigned to appear—which he hadn’t done since the wedding night, when he’d left her at the door of this very chamber with a bow and a murmured apology about estate business that had not rung true then and rang even less true now. Or she could do something unfathomable for a lady of her station.

She could go into the village herself.

The decision crystallized with a stubbornness she recognized from her grandmother’s letters—the Ashworth women were not known for idle suffering. “Where is the nearest apothecary?”

The chambermaid blinked. “My lady?”

“An apothecary. A chemist. Someone who sells fever powders and tinctures.” Cordelia rose, already reaching for the plainest of her walking dresses, a dove-grey wool that would not scream *London heiress* to the local gossips. “Peggy needs proper care, and if your Mrs. Patch is run off her feet, I will fetch it myself.”

The walk was longer than she’d expected, the drive from the hall to the village a ribbon of muddy track that snaked between skeletal trees and fields gone to seed. Ashworth Hall had once commanded a thriving estate; now the tenant cottages she passed stood empty, their windows like blind eyes, their thatch rotting in the damp. Cordelia pulled her cloak tighter and kept walking, her boots sinking into the mire with every step.

The village itself was a huddle of stone buildings around a green that had seen better days. A smithy sent up a thin plume of smoke. A baker’s shop displayed a sad array of grey loaves. And at the far end of the high street, beneath a sign painted with a mortar and pestle, she found the apothecary.

The bell above the door chimed as she entered, a cheerful sound at odds with the dim interior. Shelves lined every wall, crowded with glass jars and clay pots, their contents a riot of dried herbs and dark liquids. The air hung heavy with the smell of camphor and something sweeter, almost cloying, like rotting flowers.

A young man looked up from a mortar at the back of the shop. He was perhaps five-and-twenty, with sandy hair that fell across his brow and eyes the colour of the winter sea, grey-green and startling in their directness. He wore a leather apron over a plain linen shirt, and his hands were dusted with pale powder.

“My lady.” He set down his pestle and wiped his hands on a cloth. “You are a long way from London.”

Cordelia stiffened. “How do you know I am from London?”

He smiled, a quick flash of teeth that did not quite reach his eyes. “Your boots. No one in this village owns boots that fine. And your accent—it is pure Mayfair, even when you try to blunt it.” He gestured to a wooden stool beside the counter. “I am Tom, apothecary’s apprentice. How may I serve you?”

She did not sit. “My lady’s maid has a fever. Chills, aches, general malaise. I need something to break it.”

Tom nodded and turned to the shelves, his fingers brushing the jars with a familiarity that spoke of years, not weeks. “Feverfew, willow bark, a touch of yarrow—” He paused, his hand hovering over a small vial of amber glass. “And perhaps something more.”

Cordelia’s attention snagged on the vial. “What is that?”

He picked it up, turning it so the light caught the liquid within. It was nearly clear, with a faint shimmer, like oil on water. “You know the old tongue, my lady?”

“The old tongue?”

“The language of these hills before the Normans came. Most people have forgotten it. But we keep some words here, buried in the hedges, in the names of plants.” He held the vial up. “There is a word the country folk still whisper when they think no one is listening. *Drycraeft*.”

The word sent a chill down Cordelia’s spine, though she could not say why. “Witchery,” she said slowly. “In the old tongue, it means—witchery.”

Tom’s smile widened, and this time it reached his eyes. “Sharp as well as beautiful. The ladies of Ashworth Hall always are.” He set the vial on the counter between them. “This tincture is not for fevers. It is for seeing.”

“Seeing what?”

“What lies beneath.” He tapped the glass with one finger. “A drop on the tongue, and the veil thins. You see the truth of things—the truth of people, of places, of promises made and broken. It does not last long. An hour, perhaps two. But in that hour, the world shows its bones.”

Cordelia stared at the vial. The rational part of her mind—the part that had been raised on logic and propriety and the careful management of an estate—told her this was nonsense, the ramblings of a village charlatan trying to fleece an unsuspecting lady. But another part, the part that had grown up watching her mother sway a room with a flick of her fingers, that had felt the brush of magic in her own blood since childhood, recognized something familiar in his words.

“You speak of witchery as if it were a common thing,” she said carefully.

Tom shrugged. “In these parts, it is. The old families, the ones rooted in the soil, they remember. And the Ashworths—well.” He looked at her with those sea-grey eyes, and for a moment she thought she saw something flicker there, something ancient and knowing. “Your family has always been more than common.”

Cordelia’s throat tightened. She had been in the village less than a quarter of an hour, and already a stranger was speaking of her family’s gift as if it were a matter of public record. She should leave. She should take the fever powders and go back to the hall and never think of this moment again.

Instead, she reached out and took the vial.

“How much?” she asked.

Tom shook his head. “No charge. Consider it a wedding gift.” He began to wrap the fever powders in brown paper, his movements calm and unhurried. “I heard you married the Marquess. A cold man, they say. Not one for sentiment.”

“They say many things,” Cordelia replied, her voice flatter than she intended.

“They also say his heart is a locked room, and no key will ever turn it.” Tom tied the parcel with twine and handed it to her. “But I wonder, my lady—if you could see beneath his skin, what would you find?”

The question hung in the air between them. Cordelia’s fingers closed around the vial in her pocket, the glass warm against her palm. She thought of the Marquess’s rare flush of emotion on their wedding night, the shame that had flickered across his face before he’d retreated. She thought of the note that had warned her he would never love her, and the brooch that had vanished from her belongings.

“I would find whatever he is hiding,” she said quietly.

Tom nodded, as if she had confirmed something he already knew. “Then keep the tincture close. But be warned, my lady—the truth is not always kind. Sometimes what lies beneath is a comfort. Sometimes it is a grave.” He picked up his pestle again, returning to his work. “And sometimes, it is a door you cannot close once you have opened it.”

Cordelia stood in the dim shop, the vial heavy in her pocket, the stranger’s words settling into her like stones dropped into still water. Outside, the wind had picked up, rattling the windows in their frames.

“You speak like a man who knows,” she said.

Tom did not look up. “I have seen things in this village that would curdle your blood, my lady. I have watched women weep at graves that should not exist. I have heard the names of children spoken in rooms where children have never lived.” He ground a handful of dried leaves into powder, the motion rhythmic and hypnotic. “Ashworth Hall is not the only place with secrets.”

Cordelia’s breath caught. “What do you know of Ashworth Hall?”

For a long moment, Tom said nothing. Then he set down his pestle and met her eyes, and his face was stripped of its easy charm, leaving something harder and older beneath.

“I know that the Marquess’s father did not die of a chill, whatever the physicians said. I know that there is a room in the east wing that has been sealed for twenty years, and the servants who remember it do not speak of it above a whisper.” He paused. “And I know that a woman who looked very much like you—dark hair, grey eyes, a way of holding herself like she expected the world to disappoint her—came to this shop three weeks before her wedding, asking for the same thing I have just given you.”

Cordelia felt the blood drain from her face. “A woman—before her wedding. Was her name Juliana?”

Tom’s smile was sad. “She never told me her name. But she had the Ashworth look, and she was afraid in a way that had nothing to do with marriage.” He picked up the vial again, turning it in his fingers. “I gave her the tincture too. A drop on the tongue, I told her, and you will see what lies beneath. She asked me if it would show her the truth of the man she was to marry.”

“Did it?” Cordelia’s voice was barely a whisper.

Tom set the vial down. “She came back three days later. She did not ask for the tincture again. She asked for something else—something to make her forget what she had seen.” His eyes met Cordelia’s. “I gave her a tea that would dull the memory. And then she rode back to the hall, and I never saw her again.”

The shop seemed to have grown darker, the shadows thicker. Cordelia’s hand was trembling around the vial in her pocket, and she forced herself to breathe.

“She died,” she said. “My aunt Juliana. She died after she married.”

Tom nodded slowly. “So they say.”

“But you do not believe it.”

He did not answer. Instead, he reached across the counter and took her hand—a bold gesture, improper, the touch of a stranger who had no right. His skin was warm, calloused, steady.

“Be careful, Lady Cordelia,” he said softly. “Whatever you are looking for at Ashworth Hall, make certain you truly wish to find it. Some doors open one way only.”

Cordelia pulled her hand back, but the warmth of his touch lingered. She tucked the parcel of fever powders under her arm and turned toward the door, her heart hammering against her ribs.

At the threshold, she paused. “If I wished to know more—about the woman who came before me, about what she saw—would you tell me?”

Tom’s voice followed her into the grey afternoon. “The tincture will show you what she saw, if you have the courage to look. But if you want the story whole, you must go to the one person who has never told it.” He paused. “Ask your husband why his father sealed the east wing. And ask him what he saw through the keyhole.”

The door swung shut behind her, the bell chiming like a warning. Cordelia stood in the village street, the vial burning in her pocket, the stranger’s words echoing in her skull.

She had come for fever powders. She was leaving with a key to a door she was not certain she wanted to unlock.

But she pocketed the vial, and she did not look back.