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Gunner's due

Read Chapter 1: Jettison

The longboat took on water with every slap of the swell. Aidan O'Malley had stopped bailing an hour ago. The salt had cracked his lips into bloody seams, and the sun sat on his neck like a brand. Around him, the Caribbean spread out in every direction, an empty blue cathedral with no congregation.

He was dead. He simply hadn't stopped breathing yet.

The HMS *Retribution* had vanished over the horizon three days past, her sails white wounds against the sky as she made for Port Royal. They had not even given him a cask of water. Lieutenant Craddock, the man who had thrown the rope ladder over the side, had called it "a kindness" — letting him drift instead of hanging him from the yardarm. A kindness. The word sat in Aidan's gut like a stone he could not shit out.

Captain Whitmore had pronounced the sentence himself, standing on the quarterdeck with his hands folded behind his back, his face carved from the same oak as his ship. Insubordination. Mutinous conduct. Aidan had not meant it as mutiny. He had only said what every man with eyes in his head could see: that the *Retribution's* gun decks were rotten with powder burns, that the cannons had not been properly swabbed in weeks, and that aiming them was like throwing dice in the dark. Whitmore had called him a coward who did not trust his captain. Aidan had called Whitmore a fool who would get them all killed. The exchange had taken less than a minute. The consequences had taken four days of drifting.

Aidan cupped his hands over his eyes and watched the heat shimmer dance on the water. He had one swallow of brackish water left in the bottom of an old powder horn. He had eaten nothing since the morning they'd cast him off, unless you counted a barnacle he'd scraped off the boat's side and choked down that afternoon. It tasted like the bottom of a harbor and it came back up an hour later.

The sun fell toward the horizon and Aidan lay back in the boat, letting the hull rock him. He thought of his mother in Galway, who had told him the sea would be his ruin. He thought of the girl in Kingston whose name he could no longer remember. He thought of the twenty pounds prize money he would never claim, the rank of master gunner he would never hold, the life he had built plank by plank and which had been set on fire by one honest sentence spoken too loud.

Then he heard it. A creak, like a door opening in a house with no walls. Followed by another. And another.

Aidan sat up so fast the world spun. The sound came from the south — a rattle of cordage, the groan of a hull working against the sea. He squinted into the glare and saw her: a brigantine, seventy feet, lean and black-hulled, flying a flag that was not a navy flag. The banner was black, with a white wyvern coiled around a cannon. Aidan did not need a second look.

*Pirates.*

His first instinct was to reach for a weapon, but there was nothing in the boat but splinters and his own fear. His second instinct was to lie flat and pray they passed. His third, which won, was to stand on unsteady legs and wave his arms like a man deranged, shouting until his throat was raw gravel.

"Ahoy! Ahoy the ship!"

They had seen him. The brigantine altered course, coming up on his beam with sail reefed. Men lined her rail, dark shapes against the sky, and one of them raised a glass to peer at him. Aidan lowered his arms. He had heard stories about what pirates did to ex-naval men. They would not kill him quickly. They might not kill him at all, if his skills were worth something. That was the only card he had left, and he might as well play it.

A rope ladder slapped against the side of his longboat. A voice called down in English with a Welsh accent: "You alone in that tub, sailor?"

"Aye," Aidan croaked. "Alive, anyway."

"Alive is a good start. Come aboard."

He climbed the ladder with arms that shook like wet rope. When he reached the rail, a pair of hands grabbed his collar and hauled him over the side. He landed on his knees on a deck that smelled of tar and gunpowder and rum — the scent of men who had not answered to any king or admiral in years. A ring of faces surrounded him. Lean faces, weathered faces, one missing half an ear, one split by a scar from eyebrow to jaw. They watched him the way dogs watch a new piece of meat: curious, hungry, uncertain whether it was theirs.

The crew parted and the captain stepped forward.

He was not what Aidan expected. No tricorn hat, no gold earrings, no monkey on his shoulder. He was a short man, balding, with a face like a worn coin and hands that carried their own maps of scars. He wore a plain canvas coat, sea-stained, and a pair of spectacles perched on his nose. He looked more like a shipping clerk than a sea wolf. But his eyes were sharp as broken glass.

"Name," he said. Not a question. A demand.

"Aidan O'Malley. Late master gunner of His Majesty's ship *Retribution*."

The crew murmured. A few laughed. The captain did not. He studied Aidan for a long moment, then said, "Late? As in dead? Or as in dismissed?"

"Cast off." Aidan's voice cracked. "Three days ago. No water. No sail."

The captain nodded slowly, as if this confirmed something he had suspected. "And why would a master gunner be cast off by his own ship?"

Aidan met his eyes. The words to lie were there, ready in his mouth, sweet as the bile rising in his throat. But he was too tired. Too finished. And some stubborn corner of his soul refused to start his new life with a falsehood.

"I told my captain he was going to kill us all with bad gunnery," Aidan said. "He called it mutiny. I called it the truth. He got the boat."

The silence stretched. Then the captain laughed — a short, dry sound, like a pistol crack.

"Truth-tellers don't do well in the navy." He extended a hand. "Damien Darrow. Captain of the *Sea Wyvern*. We're bound for Tortuga to reprovision. You can have work, if you want it."

Aidan looked at the hand. Calloused, scarred, a rope burn across the thumb. The hand of a man who had killed — Aidan had no doubt of that — but who stood before him with an honest offer when the King's navy had given him only a leaky boat. He took the hand. Darrow's grip was firm, dry, and brief.

"Your gunnery," Darrow said. "Is it as good as you claim?"

Aidan almost laughed. "I won every shooting contest aboard the *Retribution* for six years. The only man who beat me was the captain, and he had the wind gauge and a steady platform. On my own deck, on my terms, I will match any gunner in the Caribbean."

Darrow smiled. It was not a warm smile. It was the smile of a man who had found a coin in the road. "We shall see."

He turned and walked toward the stern, the crew parting around him. A few clapped Aidan on the shoulder. One pressed a water skin into his hands. Aidan drank until his stomach cramped, then drank more. He stood at the rail as the *Sea Wyvern* spread her canvas, watching the longboat recede behind them, a speck on the endless water, until it was gone entirely and with it whatever remained of his old life.

He had survived. That was something. That was, in fact, everything.

But as night fell and the stars came out like scattered powder, Aidan sat on a coil of rope toward the bow, away from the crew, and thought about the impossible thing he had become. A pirate. The very word would hang him anywhere from Havana to Plymouth. His mother would weep if she knew. His father, who had served forty years as a gunner's mate in the Royal Navy, would turn in the unmarked grave where they had put him.

Yet here was the truth: nothing on that black ship had hurt him. No one had called him coward. No one had told him to hold his tongue. And the cannons on the *Sea Wyvern's* deck, he had noticed with a practiced eye, were clean. Swabbed. The powder horns were full and neat. The gun carriages moved on greased rails. Whatever Darrow's crew lacked, it was not care for their weapons.

Aidan stared at his hands. They had not stopped trembling since he had climbed out of the boat. He did not know if they trembled from fear, from exhaustion, or from something else entirely.

Behind him, the *Sea Wyvern* creaked and groaned, alive under the stars. Ahead, through a haze of salt and distance, a warm glow gathered at the edge of the sea. Tortuga. Port of pirates. A place where every man wore his crimes like a coat of arms.

He wondered if they would welcome a man whose only crime was telling the truth — and whether, if they did not, he would have anywhere else left to go.

The answer, he suspected, was no.