Swinging the Seine
Read Chapter 2: The Boarding House
The room smelled of beeswax and old paper. Madame Rousseau had called it “charming,” which in Evie’s experience meant small, dark, and overpriced. But the bed was clean, the window faced a courtyard instead of a brick wall, and the rent had been paid in advance. Evie had exactly eleven francs and a few centimes left in her purse. Enough for bread and cheese for a week, if she was careful. Not enough for much else.
She set her valise on the bed and clicked the latches open. The clothes inside were thin, summer things, wrong for the bite of a Paris evening, but they were all she had. She hung a blue dress on the hook behind the door, folded the rest into the shallow dresser drawers. At the bottom of the valise, wrapped in a silk scarf, was the locket. Her mother’s face smiled up from the tiny oval photograph, frozen at twenty-four, the age Evie was now. She pressed it to her lips once, then slipped it into the bottom drawer beneath a stack of stockings. Hidden. Safe.
From somewhere beyond the window, a piano began to play. Evie’s head snapped up. The sound was faint, muffled by walls and distance, but unmistakable: the same restless, half-familiar melody she’d heard the night before. Not a song she knew. Something new, being born in the moment. Beethoven’s ghost wrestling with a stride pianist, each phrase reaching for a resolution it refused to give.
She went to the window. The courtyard below was a square of cobblestones and a single skeletal lime tree, its branches scratching at the dusk. Across the way, in a window on the second floor, a silhouette moved against a gas lamp’s glow. A man, broad-shouldered, leaning into the keys. His hands moved with a precision that was almost angry, then softened, then burned again.
Evie’s breath fogged the glass. She watched until the music stopped and the silhouette straightened, rubbing the back of his neck. The lamplight flickered out.
She pulled on her coat—a wool number that had seen better days in New York and worse ones since—and slipped out of her room. The hallway was narrow, papered in a faded pattern of roses. At the end, a staircase corkscrewed down to the front door. Madame Rousseau stood at the bottom, blocking the way, her arms crossed over an apron that looked older than she was. She was a thin woman with a face that had forgotten how to smile, and she had inspected Evie’s papers like a customs officer at Ellis Island.
“Out?” she said, the word clipped with an accent Evie couldn’t place. “It is late.”
“I’m going to find dinner,” Evie said, with a brightness she didn’t feel. “I won’t be long.”
Madame Rousseau’s mouth tightened, but she stepped aside. “The front door locks at midnight. You are not a cat.”
“No,” Evie agreed, and slipped past her into the cool night air.
The street was narrow, the buildings leaning close enough to shake hands. Gas lamps puddled light on the cobbles. Somewhere a woman laughed; somewhere a man cursed. A bicycle bell chimed and faded. The smell of bread fought with the smell of the river, a half-mile away and growing.
Evie walked quickly, not toward the main boulevards but into the warren of smaller streets her building backed onto. The courtyard, she reasoned, must be reachable from the other side. And the pianist—he had to live somewhere. Play somewhere. Doors stood open in the warm night, spilling jazz from phonographs and arguments from kitchens. A child chased a hoop past her knees. On a corner, a woman in a silk gown leaned against a wall and blew a line of smoke, studying Evie with the bored assessment of a working professional.
Evie kept walking. At the end of the block, an alley opened to her left, and she saw it: the same lime tree, from a different angle. The courtyard. She stepped in.
Cobblestones. A drainpipe. Clotheslines strung between windows. And there, on a wooden bench by a ground-floor door, sat the pianist.
He was younger than she’d imagined—mid-twenties, maybe, with dark hair that fell over his forehead in need of a cut. His hands lay loose in his lap, long fingers still curved as if they were waiting for keys. He wore a collarless shirt with the sleeves rolled to his elbows, and his trousers were patched at the knee. He looked up when she entered, and his eyes narrowed.
“You are lost,” he said. Not a question.
Evie’s French was schoolgirl-thin, but she understood him well enough. She tried a shrug. “I heard music.”
His face flickered—surprise, then something like a wall going up. “It is late for that.”
“It’s early for jazz.” She smiled, but he didn’t return it. She tried again, slower, wrestling the words. “You play. Very… different. I like it.”
The man studied her for a long moment. His eyes were gray, the color of the river at dawn. “You are American.”
“Very.”
“And you follow strange pianos through strange alleys at night.”
“I’m new in town,” Evie said. “It seemed as good a way to get lost as any.”
A ghost of a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, then vanished. He looked back at the window he’d been staring at—his own, Evie guessed, on the second floor. The piano was up there, dark now. “I play for myself,” he said. “No one wants to hear it.”
“I do.”
He didn’t answer. He stood, stretched, and for a moment she saw why his playing had a certain tension—he carried himself like a man expecting a blow, shoulders tight, jaw set. He was handsome in a severe way, all sharp angles and hollow shadows. Not like the grinning boys back home who wanted to be photographed with a saxophone. This one looked like music was a wound he kept picking at.
“You should go back,” he said. “The streets here are not always safe.”
“I can take care of myself.”
“Can you?”
She held his gaze. In New York, she’d learned to give as good as she got. A raised eyebrow. A slow smile. The trick of making men believe she was exactly who they wanted her to be, and then taking their money for the privilege. She’d gotten good at it. Too good, maybe. But here, in this courtyard, under the lime tree, she didn’t want to perform. She just wanted to hear him play again.
“You were working on something,” she said. “It stopped. Will you finish it?”
He went very still. For a moment she thought she’d pushed too far, that he’d turn and walk away, disappearing into the building and out of her life. Then he looked at his hands, as if they belonged to someone else. “It doesn’t finish,” he said. “That’s the trouble.”
“Then play it anyway.”
He was silent. Above them, a window slammed shut and a woman’s voice rose in a querulous stream of French. The pianist’s shoulders loosened, just a fraction. “You’re persistent.”
“I’m broke, hungry, and alone in a city where I don’t speak the language. Persistent is all I’ve got.”
That got a real laugh out of him—short, surprised, like he hadn’t meant to make the sound. He shook his head. “Go home, mademoiselle. There’s no jazz back there. Only tired fingers and a broken song.”
He turned and walked to the door, his boots echoing on the cobbles. He didn’t look back. The door closed behind him with a click.
Evie stood in the courtyard, heart beating too fast. She didn’t know his name. She didn’t know what he was running from—and he was running, she could see it in the set of his back. But she knew one thing: he’d laughed. And he’d called her mademoiselle. And somewhere above her, in the dark, a piano bench scraped the floor.
The first notes came a moment later. The same melody, but different now. Slower. Careful, the way a man touches something he’s afraid to break.
Evie smiled at the closed door, then turned and walked back the way she came. Madame Rousseau’s door would lock at midnight, and she still had eleven francs to stretch into a future. But as she climbed the stairs to her room, the smell of dust and tea leaves thick in the stairwell, the piano followed her. Soft through the walls. Patient. It didn’t finish. It didn’t try to. It just kept playing, and that was enough.
In her room, she undressed in the dark and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Tomorrow she would find work. Tomorrow she would eat well. Tomorrow she would find out his name.
Tonight, she listened.