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Swinging the Seine

Read Chapter 6: The Pianist's Rehearsal

The courtyard was quiet except for the distant hum of the city settling into evening. Evie slowed her steps before the iron gate, listening. For a moment, nothing. Then the piano began—tentative, searching, a phrase repeated and broken, started again. She slipped through the gate and pressed herself against the shadowed wall of the building opposite the ground-floor window.

He was there, hunched over the keys, his profile lit by a single lamp. He played a run of notes, stopped, shook his head, and played it again. Then again. The melody was incomplete, urgent, like a sentence left hanging in the air. He struck a chord that hung too long, dissonant, and let his hands fall to his lap with a frustrated exhale.

Evie should have walked away. She had a shift at Le Chat Bleu in two hours. But her feet wouldn't move.

She cleared her throat softly.

He spun on the bench, eyes wide, hand going to the piano lid as if to slam it shut. “You again.”

“I didn’t mean to interrupt.” She stepped forward into the lamplight spilling from the window. “But you’ve been playing that same phrase for ten minutes.”

“You’ve been listening for ten minutes?”

“The walls are thin,” she said, though they weren’t. She’d been standing there for at least five, maybe more. “The tune’s stuck in my head now. You can’t just leave it half-born.”

He stared at her, something guarded shifting behind his eyes. Then, slowly, he turned back to the piano. “It won’t come.”

Evie took a step closer. The window was open a crack; she could smell wax and old wood and the faint trace of cigarette smoke. “Maybe you’re forcing it.”

He laughed, a short, dry sound. “I’ve been trained at the Conservatoire for eight years. I don’t ‘force’ music.”

“That’s exactly what forcing sounds like. Like you’re trying to wrestle it into a cage.”

He looked at her again, and this time his gaze lingered. He was younger than she’d first thought—maybe her age, with sharp cheekbones and dark hair that fell across his forehead. His hands were long-fingered, elegant, resting now on the keys with the stillness of a predator. “You’re a singer,” he said. It wasn’t a question.

“How did you know?”

“You listen like a singer. You hear the shape of a line, not just the notes.” He tilted his head. “You’re the one who sang at Le Chat Bleu last night.”

Evie straightened. “You heard that?”

“The walls are thin,” he echoed, a ghost of a smile on his lips. “I heard you. Raw. Unpolished. But…” He paused, searching for a word. “Alive.”

It wasn’t quite a compliment, but it wasn’t an insult either. She decided to take it as the former. “I’m Evie,” she said. “Evie Hart.”

“Julien.” He didn’t offer his last name, and she didn’t ask. “You’re American.”

“New York. Born and raised.”

He nodded slowly, as if filing the information away. “You sing jazz.”

“Among other things. Why? Is that a problem?”

“No.” He turned back to the piano, fingers finding a low, mournful chord. “It’s just… I’ve been trained to play everything but jazz. My teachers would call it noise. My father calls it a betrayal of everything classical music stands for.”

“And what do you call it?”

His hands hovered over the keys. “I call it… the only music that makes me feel anything anymore.”

The confession hung in the air between them. Evie felt something shift in her chest—not quite recognition, but the beginning of it. She understood feeling hollow inside the thing you were supposed to love.

“Play that phrase again,” she said. “The one you’re stuck on.”

He looked up, skeptical. “Why?”

“Just play it.”

He turned back, found the notes, and played them—a rising line that climbed and then fell back on itself, unresolved. Evie listened, her eyes closed. The shape was there. Ten notes, maybe twelve, reaching for something they couldn’t quite grasp.

“It’s reaching for a resolution that isn’t there,” she said.

“I know.”

“So stop reaching. Let it fall.”

He played it again, this time letting the final note drop an octave instead of climbing. The chord rang out, dark and final, and a silence followed that felt like the moment after a held breath releases.

“Huh,” he said, almost to himself. He played it once more, then a new phrase followed, then another, the melody suddenly unlocking like a door swinging open. He played for a minute, two, building something—fragile at first, then gaining strength. When he stopped, he was breathing harder.

Evie smiled. “See? Not forced.”

Julien looked at her, and there was something new in his eyes. Respect, maybe. Or curiosity. “How do you know so much about music?”

“I’ve been singing since I could talk. In church, in clubs, in places my mother never knew about.” She paused. “Music’s the only thing that ever made sense to me. Even when everything else didn't.”

He nodded slowly. “I know that feeling.”

The silence between them was comfortable now, charged with a different current. Evie glanced at her watch and winced. She had to go—Gaston would dock her pay if she was late.

“Wait,” Julien said, as she turned to leave. “Do you know ‘Les Feuilles Mortes’?”

“The song? I know the melody. I don’t know the French words.”

“I don’t need words.” He nodded at the space beside him on the bench. “Hum it. The opening line.”

Evie hesitated. This was dangerous territory—singing with someone, surrendering to a shared rhythm. She’d done it a hundred times with bands, but this felt different. More intimate. She took a step back toward the window.

“I can’t sing from out here like a ghost,” she said. “Open the door.”

He rose and crossed to the door, unlocking it. She entered the room—small, spare, layered with sheet music and a few worn books. A photograph on the mantel showed a formal family portrait, everyone stiff and unsmiling. She looked away.

He returned to the bench and gestured for her to stand beside the piano. “Whenever you’re ready.”

Evie closed her eyes, found the melody in her memory, and began to hum. The song was mournful, drifting, like leaves falling in autumn. Her voice was quiet, unaccented, pure.

Julien waited, then came in underneath her—not playing the same line, but weaving around it, harmonizing in ways that surprised her. His left hand found a counter-melody that lifted her hum into something richer. When she reached the end of the phrase, he continued, extending it, and she followed without thinking, matching his rhythm, surrendering to it.

They finished together on a held note, his piano and her voice entwined, and the silence that followed was alive.

Evie opened her eyes. Julien was looking at her, his face unreadable but intense.

“That,” he said quietly, “should not work.”

“What?”

“Classical training and jazz voice. My fingers are supposed to be stiff. Your voice is supposed to be too raw.” He shook his head. “But it worked.”

Evie didn’t know what to say. Her heart was beating faster than it should have been.

“I have to go,” she said, stepping back. “I’m late for work.”

“Le Chat Bleu?”

“Yes.”

He nodded. “I’ll be listening.”

She left through the door, crossing the courtyard with the echo of their music still ringing in her ears. At the gate, she paused and looked back. His silhouette was still at the piano, but he wasn’t playing.

He was watching her.

She turned and hurried into the street, her mind racing. The harmonies were still layered in her head, a sound she hadn’t known she was capable of making. And she remembered, with sudden, sharp clarity, that tomorrow she was supposed to go to Le Paradis. To try to convince Lucien she was something new.

But what if the thing he was looking for wasn’t just her? What if it was both of them?

The thought was reckless. She pushed it away and quickened her pace toward the night ahead.