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The Bindweed Trial

Read Chapter 6: The Old Grudge

Nathaniel waited until the gaoler’s footsteps faded down the corridor before he spoke. The lantern in his hand threw long shadows across the straw, and Mercy watched him from the corner of her cell, knees drawn to her chest, the way one watches a snake that has not yet decided to strike.

“You came back,” she said.

“I told you I would.”

“Men tell women many things in gaol. Most of them are lies meant to pass the time.”

Nathaniel set the lantern on the floor and crouched, bringing his face level with the bars. His coat was travel-stained, his collar undone, and there was a scratch on his knuckle he hadn’t had at the hearing. “The ledger is safe. But I need to ask you something, and I need you to answer it true.”

Mercy’s fingers tightened around her shins. “I’ve answered you true enough already.”

“Not about the belladonna. About your father.” He paused. “About the Hart-Putnam land.”

The air in the cell seemed to thicken. Mercy felt the cold seep up through the packed earth floor, through the thin wool of her dress, into the marrow of her bones. She had known this question would come. She had dreaded it.

“What has the land to do with a charge of witchcraft?”

“Everything, if the charge was bought.” Nathaniel’s voice was low, urgent. “I’ve read the records, Mercy. My father and Thomas Putnam both signed quitclaims to your father’s estate the very day you were arrested. Quitclaims that erased debts they’d owed Elias Hart for years. That kind of paperwork doesn’t write itself. Someone knows the value of what your father kept in his ledgers, and that someone wanted the books buried before anyone else could read them.”

Mercy closed her eyes. When she opened them, her gaze was harder. “You want to know why your father owed mine anything at all.”

“Yes.”

She drew a slow breath, tasting the sour air of the gaol, the dust, the rot of old straw. Then she said: “My father accused yours of theft.”

Nathaniel’s face went very still.

“It was fifteen years ago, when you were a boy,” Mercy went on, her voice flat, careful, like a woman recounting a debt she wished she didn’t owe. “Your father and mine were partners in a carriage trade. They had a falling out over a shipment of iron fittings, and your father claimed he’d paid his share. My father claimed he hadn’t. The dispute went before the magistrate, and my father had a ledger—one he’d been keeping since before I was born—that showed the debt unpaid.”

“And the magistrate ruled in your father’s favor,” Nathaniel said slowly.

“He ruled in favor of the ledger. The money your father owed was granted to my father in land. The Putnam family had backed your father’s bond, and when he couldn’t pay, that land went to cover the debt. They lost acreage along the Ipswich River, good pasture, a mill pond. Your father’s name was ruined. He died two years later of a fever, and some say it was the shame that killed him. Others say it was the drink.”

Nathaniel was quiet. The lantern flame guttered and dipped, and in the shifting light, Mercy saw something she could not read cross his face—the look of a man turning over a stone he’d never known was in his path.

“That was the old grudge,” she said. “That’s why your family has hated mine. And that’s why I thought you were part of this, that your father’s death had bought your hand in my arrest.”

Nathaniel shook his head slowly. “I was ten when he died, Mercy. I was told he sickened. No one ever told me—no one ever said it had anything to do with a land dispute.”

“The dead keep their own counsel, and the living are careful about what they share.”

“But the ledger,” he said. “The one I found under the floorboards. The entries canceling the debts—your father’s books prove my father owed him. That my family owed yours.” He leaned forward, fingers gripping the iron bars. “Why would someone write a debt off on the same day you were accused, unless the debt itself was the reason you were accused?”

Mercy pressed her palms flat against the packed earth. “Because my father kept more than ledgers. He kept secrets. Hathorne said as much to you, didn’t he? ‘A keeper of men’s secrets.’ My father didn’t just record debts. He recorded sins. Affairs. Bribes. The names of men who had done great misdeeds and spent small fortunes to keep them hidden.”

Nathaniel’s eyes widened. “He was a blackmailer.”

“He was a bookkeeper,” Mercy said sharply. “And bookkeepers know that every number has a story. My mother once told me that my father’s greatest gift was remembering what others wished to forget. He never used what he knew to hurt anyone, Nathaniel. But he kept it. And after he died, I kept what he kept.”

She reached into the collar of her dress and pulled out a small, oilcloth-wrapped packet on a leather cord. Nathaniel’s breath caught.

“The jailer’s wife took my locket,” Mercy said, “but she didn’t search deep enough to find this. It’s a list—a short one, written in my father’s hand, of the five men in Essex County whose secrets were worth more than their silver. Thomas Putnam is on that list. So is your father.”

“My father—he’s dead. What secret could a dead man owe for?”

Mercy looked at him, and for the first time, a flicker of pity softened her gaze. “That’s the part I never understood, not until now. The debt your father owed wasn’t money for iron fittings. It was money for silence. My father knew something your father did during the war, something that could have hanged him. And when the account came due, your father couldn’t pay in coin—only in land. And the Putnams paid the price of standing surety for a man with something to hide.”

Nathaniel stared at the oilcloth packet. His knuckles had gone white around the bars. “If that’s true—if she died thinking her husband was innocent of nothing more than an unpaid invoice—my mother went to her grave never knowing.”

“And my father went to his grave the same way,” Mercy said softly. “He never told anyone, not even me, what he knew of your father. He only wrote the list. And now I’ve shown a Godfrey what Elias Hart kept about a Godfrey.” Her voice turned bitter. “Perhaps you should leave me in this cell and burn that list. It would serve me right for trusting the son of a man I helped destroy.”

Nathaniel was silent for a long moment. Then, slowly, he released the bars and sat back on his heels. When he looked up, his face had changed—the stiffness of pride gone, replaced by something more careful. More curious.

“You didn’t destroy my father,” he said. “You were a child. You had no hand in it. And if the truth is that my father owed a debt he wasn’t honorable enough to pay, then his ruin was none of your making. Lying about it would make me no better than the man who wrote those quitclaims.”

Mercy blinked. The hostility she had worn like armor since his first visit cracked, just a little. “You would still help me?”

“I didn’t start this to help you,” Nathaniel said. “I started it because I saw a piece of paper that didn’t belong where I found it, and I wanted to know why. But now that I know what your father kept, I want to know more. Because whoever wrote those cancelations knew about the list. And they wanted it buried with you.”

He reached a hand through the bars, palm open. Mercy looked at the offered hand, then at his face.

“You have three days before the exam,” he said. “And I have only one way to find answers—the ledger and whatever else your father left hidden. If you’ll trust me with that list, I’ll use it. And I’ll do it without telling another soul what it contains.”

Mercy hesitated. Then, slowly, she lifted the oilcloth packet over her head and pressed it through the bars into his palm.

“There’s a third name on that list you’ll recognize,” she said. “A man who has more to lose than any of them. If you work down the list, you’ll find him—and you’ll see why he wanted my father’s books gone before anyone could read them.”

Nathaniel tucked the packet into his coat. “Who is it?”

“John Hathorne.”

The name hung in the air between them like a curse spoken in church.

And in the corridor beyond, too quiet for either of them to hear, a soft footstep retreated.