The Poxed Lamb
Read Chapter 36: The Legacy of the Misinformed
The abbey’s cold stone still held the reek of the alchemist’s work—burnt herbs, vitriol, something sweetly rotten beneath. Thomas stood at the doorway with the morning light slanting over his shoulders, watching the man being bound to the cart by two of Blencarn’s stronger men. The alchemist’s eyes were glassy, his lips moving in silent recitation, as if his formulae might yet save him.
“You’ll hang,” Thomas said quietly, not as a threat, but as a fact.
The alchemist looked up. “The plague will outlive us all, physician. You’ve only delayed it.”
Thomas said nothing. He turned away.
Behind him, the orphans of Ashcombe huddled together near the abbey’s broken gate, their faces pale but clear-eyed now, the drug’s fog lifting from them like mist off the marsh at sunrise. Eleanor moved among them with a water skin and soft words, her hands gentle on their heads. She caught Thomas’s eye and nodded once—a signal that the worst was over, at least for now.
They walked back to Blencarn in a loose column, the children stumbling less as the road hardened beneath their feet. Father Aldous walked at the rear, carrying a boy who’d fallen asleep on his shoulder, the priest’s face hollow but peaceful, as if he’d finally found a weight he could bear.
The village rose ahead of them, smoke curling from chimneys, the new hall already framed in oak at the green’s edge. Martha stood at the gate with a group of the resettled women, flour on their aprons, bread cooling on a board behind them. She looked at the children, then at Thomas, and her mouth tightened.
“They’ll need feeding proper,” she said. “Not just bread. Milk, eggs, something to build the blood.”
Thomas nodded. “I’ll see what the earl’s stores can spare. He owes us that.” But he already felt the weight of the words, the promise they carried. He had said *us*. He had meant it.
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The days that followed were a blur of small acts. Thomas set up a clinic in the old tithe barn, whitewashed walls and clean straw, a shelf of dried herbs and the precious vials of his synthesized cure. He taught Eleanor and Agnes to measure doses by the drop, to watch for fever’s return, to write down each patient’s name and ailment in a ledger he’d had bound in leather from a dead sheep.
“Why the ledger?” Eleanor asked, watching him ink a line for a child’s cough.
“Because we forgot them,” Thomas said. “The dead, the sick, the ones who vanished into the quarantine. No one wrote them down. They became rumors. They became nothing.” He looked up at her. “I want a record. If anyone dies under my care, there will be a page. If anyone lives, there will be a page. We will not have a village where people disappear again.”
She said nothing, but she reached out and touched his hand, and he let her.
Father Aldous found him that evening, standing at the edge of the new burial ground where the reclaimed bodies of Ashcombe’s dead had been given a proper grave. The priest’s hands were cracked from digging, his cassock stained with earth.
“I’d like to say a mass over them,” Aldous said. “Not the old way. Not in Latin, not with incense and lies. A plain prayer. For the ones we used.”
Thomas looked at the mound of earth, the simple wooden cross they’d raised. “Will it help?”
“No,” Aldous said. “But it’s what I can offer. A true word instead of a false one.”
“Then say it,” Thomas said.
The priest knelt, and Thomas knelt beside him, and if the prayer was clumsy, if it spoke of sin and mercy in the same breath, neither man corrected the other. When they rose, the sun had set, and the first stars were out over the fells.
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The council meeting was held in the new hall, and for the first time, the men and women seated around the trestle table were not all from Blencarn. Martha sat beside a farmer from Holmwood. A woman who’d been a midwife before her village died shared a bench with a smith who’d lost his anvil and his family to the plague and Gregory Cole’s lies.
Thomas stood at the head of the table with his royal decree in his hand, but he did not read from it.
“This paper gives me power to inspect, to quarantine, to commandeer supplies,” he said, setting it down. “It says nothing about how to build a village. It says nothing about justice, or mercy, or what to do when the harvest fails and winter comes. So I’m asking you to help me write those rules.”
The smith frowned. “We’re not lawmakers. We’re folk who survived.”
“Exactly,” Thomas said. “That’s why you should be part of it. I’ve seen what happens when one man holds a village in his fist—whether he wears a priest’s robe or an alchemist’s apron. I won’t be that man. And I don’t want a lord who is. We’ll form a council of the living. One voice for each household, whatever the household looks like. Decisions by vote. And a written record of every choice we make.”
“You’ll be the physician,” Martha said. “That’s clear. But who’ll be the head?”
Thomas shook his head. “There won’t be one person. We’ll have officers—one for the fields, one for the stores, one for the sick. We’ll rotate them each year, so no one grows too comfortable with power.”
The midwife leaned forward. “And if someone breaks the rules? Steals, or hurts another?”
“Then the council will judge,” Thomas said. “And the punishment will be written down before it is carried out. No secret trials. No vanished prisoners. We saw where that leads.”
Aldous, seated in the corner with his hands folded, met Thomas’s eyes. The priest nodded slowly.
“What about the children?” Eleanor asked from the door. “Who speaks for those who have no voice?”
“We do,” Thomas said. “All of us. Their care becomes the community’s obligation, not one person’s charity. Orphans will be placed with families who agree to feed and teach them. The village will pay for what it costs. And if a family is found to be cruel to them, they will answer to this council.”
Silence held the room for a moment. Then the smith brought his fist down on the table—not in anger, but in decision.
“Aye. I’ll put my mark to that.”
The others murmured assent, one by one, until the room filled with a low hum of agreement. Thomas allowed himself a breath. It was a start.
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The memorial took three weeks to build. Not a tower or a fountain, but a wall of smooth fieldstone, set into the hillside above the village, where the morning light would catch it first. Carved into the face were names—hundreds of them, collected from the memories of the survivors, the records of Aldous’s old sermons, the half-remembered whispers of children who had lost their mothers and fathers to plague and fraud.
Thomas chiseled some of them himself, his hands blistered and raw, his back aching from the stoop. He carved the names of the dead from the quarantine villages he had never seen. He carved the names of parents who had watched their children walk sleep-walking toward the pyre. He carved names he had spoken at bedsides, names he had written in his ledger, names he had once been too afraid to say aloud.
He left a space at the bottom, smooth and empty.
“For those we haven’t found yet,” he said to Eleanor, who had come up the hill with water and bread.
She stood beside him, her shoulder brushing his. “You think someone is still out there missing.”
“I know they are,” Thomas said. “The peddler. Cole. The cells of his network we haven’t reached. They’re out there, Eleanor. And when the time comes, I’ll follow them north, or east, or wherever the road leads. But I’ll come back here. This will be the place I return to.”
She turned to face him. The spring wind moved through her hair, and she looked at him with an expression he had seen before but never let himself name.
“And will you return alone?” she asked.
He put down the chisel. “No,” he said. “If you’ll have me. If you’ll have this life, with its ledgers and its ghosts and its slow rebuilding.”
Eleanor smiled, and it was the first time Thomas saw her face without the shadow of the plague years in it.
“I’ve stayed this long, haven’t I?” she said. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Thomas reached for her hand, and they stood together before the wall of names, the sun low behind them, the long shadows of two people reaching toward the village below.
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The morning of the dedication, the entire population of Blencarn gathered on the hill. The orphans of Ashcombe stood in the front row, dressed in clean clothes mended by Martha and her women. Father Aldous stood before the wall, but he did not preach. He only opened the book of names and read them aloud, one by one, his voice steady, as if each name was a stone placed upon a cairn.
When he finished, he closed the book and looked at the crowd.
“We will not forget,” he said. “That is all we owe them. To remember, and to do better.”
The people bowed their heads, and then, in an unspoken motion, they began to walk forward, laying hands on the cold stone. Even the children pressed their palms against it, leaving small warm marks that faded quickly in the morning air.
Thomas stayed at the edge of the gathering, watching. When it was done, when the crowd began to drift back toward the village for the feast that had been prepared, he remained until only Eleanor was left beside him.
“You’re not going with them?” she asked.
“I’m going to finish this,” he said, pointing to the empty space at the bottom of the wall. He picked up his chisel and struck the stone, once, a shallow line that would become a name. Not a name he had yet found, but a name he would not stop looking for.
He worked for an hour, Eleanor sitting nearby on the grass, silent and patient. When he finally stepped back, he had carved a single word into the stone:
*Unknown*.
But beneath it, he had left room. Room for other names, other stories, other journeys still unwritten.
Thomas wiped his hands on his tunic and looked down at the village, at the smoke rising from chimneys that had lit before he came, and would continue to light after he was gone.
“It’s not an ending,” he said quietly, half to himself.
Eleanor came to stand beside him.
“No,” she said. “It’s a beginning.”
They walked down the hill together, toward the sound of laughter and the smell of fresh bread and the long work of living. Behind them, the wall stood silent, a promise carved in stone. Before them, the road was open, and the dawn was still coming.
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