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The Poxed Lamb

Read Chapter 6: A Debt to the Lord

The dark came back in pieces. First the smell of damp stone and old straw, then the ache behind his eyes like a spike driven slow. Thomas Blackwood lay on his side on a hard dirt floor, his wrists bound behind him with rope that bit into the skin. His head throbbed where the brute had struck him, a tender knot above his ear that pulsed with every heartbeat.

He blinked into the black. A sliver of grey light bled from somewhere above—a high, slatted window, too narrow for a man to pass. The air was cold and still. He tried to sit up, and the world tilted dangerously, so he stayed on his knees, breathing through the pain until it settled into a dull, constant ache.

The cell was small. He knew this without seeing it, could feel the walls pressing close on every side, the promise of stone and rust and no way out. His boots were gone. His belt was gone. The silver scalpel, the vial of laudanum in his coat pocket, all of it stripped away while he lay senseless.

A door grated open somewhere beyond the dark, and light came with it—a torch carried low, casting a long, wavering shadow ahead of the man who held it. The man was tall, thin, dressed in dark wool, and when he lifted the torch to his face, Thomas saw the priest.

Father Aldous stood in the open doorway of the cell, his face hollowed by shadow, his eyes wary. Behind him, the passage stretched into further darkness, and beyond that, the faint sound of wind over open ground.

“You are awake,” the priest said. His voice was soft, nearly gentle, and it grated on Thomas more than a shout would have.

“You locked me in a hole,” Thomas said. His throat was dry, his words rough as gravel. “I think I have earned the right to be angry.”

Aldous stepped inside and set the torch in a rusted iron bracket on the wall. The cell brightened by degrees, revealing the bare stone walls, the matted straw scattered on the floor, the iron door standing ajar behind him. The priest did not close it. He stood with his hands clasped before him, his gaze fixed somewhere above Thomas’s head.

“Sir Richard has ordered you kept here until the morning,” Aldous said. “A cart will take you to the crossroads beyond the river. After that, you are no concern of Blencarn.”

“And the girl?” Thomas said. “The one with the marks. What happens to her?”

Aldous did not answer at once. He looked down at his hands, turning them over as if searching for inkstains that were not there. “Agnes will see to her. She does what she can.”

“She will die without proper treatment. And I am the only proper treatment within twenty miles.”

“I know.”

“Then let me go.”

The priest shook his head slowly, like a man refusing a child a sweet. “I cannot. Sir Richard holds the keys to this cell. He holds the keys to everything in Blencarn.”

Thomas shifted, testing the rope at his wrists. It held firm. He let his arms go slack and asked the question that had been burning in him since the crypt. “Who is Sir Richard? A lord of the manor, I take it. But you are the priest. You have the ear of God. Why does a lord’s word carry more weight than the Church’s in a village of the sick and the dying?”

Aldous’s face tightened. He walked to the far wall of the cell and put a hand against the stone, as if drawing comfort from its age. When he spoke, his voice was low, almost a whisper.

“The church in Blencarn is old. Older than the village, older than the wooden houses by the river. It was built by the first lord of this land, a man who gave the ground and the timber and the labor of his serfs to raise a house of worship. In return, the Church agreed to hold the land in trust for his heirs—for the family of Blencarn, who became Sir Richard’s line.”

Thomas waited. The priest’s shoulders curved as he spoke, like a man carrying a weight he had long since stopped trying to set down.

“When the harvest failed three years ago, Sir Richard needed money. He borrowed from the Bishop of Carlisle. A substantial sum, to buy seed and grain and to pay his men. He signed a bond against the church lands—a debt of forty pounds. And when the plague came, and the village was sealed, the Bishop’s collectors could not reach us. But the debt did not disappear. It grew. With interest. Compounded by the season. And Sir Richard, who cannot pay, has found another way to settle it.”

Aldous turned to face Thomas, and in the torchlight his eyes were wet.

“He offers the Bishop something more valuable than coin. He offers proof that Blencarn is righteous. That it is protected. That the plague has not touched us—only the bodies of the dead, burned and buried with haste, but the living remain untouched. The Bishop believes Blencarn is a miracle. A village spared by God’s grace. And Sir Richard means to sell that miracle for his debt.”

Thomas stared at him. The pieces clicked together like the tumblers of a lock—the lime-filled graves, the secret crypt, the silent procession of bodies under the shroud of night.

“The corpses,” Thomas said slowly. “The ones beneath the chapel. They are not burned. They are kept.”

“They are evidence,” Aldous said. “Evidence of the plague’s presence. If the Bishop or any outside authority were to learn that the dead of Blencarn died of the pestilence, the village would be condemned. The quarantine would be lifted only to burn it to the ground. And Sir Richard would lose everything—his land, his debt, his standing. So he keeps them hidden. Waits for the sickness to pass. When the village is declared clean, he will burn the bodies himself, quietly, in a pit far from the church. And he will present the Bishop with a testament of faith, and the debt will be forgiven, and he will be praised as the man who kept God’s light burning in a land of darkness.”

Thomas laughed—a short, bitter sound that echoed off the stone. “He is using the dead as coin. Paying his debts with the silence of corpses.”

“Yes.”

“And you allowed it.”

Aldous flinched. “I did not allow it. I was told. I was threatened. Sir Richard has the constable in his pocket, the sexton in his thrall. He has men who do his bidding without question—the one who took you was a hired brute from the next shire, a man who owes Sir Richard his life. I am a priest. I have a flock to protect. If I spoke out, the village would be destroyed—not by the plague, but by the Bishop’s men, who would see conspiracy and sin in every shadow. I chose silence to save what could be saved.”

“And what has your silence saved?” Thomas asked. “The sick die in the dark, their bodies hidden. The living are lied to, made to believe they are safe when the pestilence is among them. Your flock prays to a God they think has spared them, but every night, more are taken. You have saved nothing.”

Aldous recoiled as if struck. His mouth worked, but no words came. At last he said, in a ragged voice, “And what would you have me do? Defy him openly? You saw what happens to those who do.”

Thomas shook his head, and the motion sent a fresh spike of pain through his skull. “You are the priest. You are the voice of God in this place. If you have no power over Sir Richard, then you have no power over anything—and your God has no power here but what you give him.”

Aldous looked at him for a long moment, and then he did something unexpected. He reached into his sleeve and drew out a key—iron, dark, worn smooth at the edges from years of use. He held it in his palm, gazing at it as if it were a relic.

“I have kept this key since the crypt was built,” he said. “It opens the cell at the end of the passage, the one where they keep the dead before they are moved. I told Sir Richard I had lost it. He believed me.”

He held the key out toward Thomas. But Thomas’s hands were bound. He could not take it.

Aldous seemed to realize this at the same moment. He glanced at the rope, then at Thomas’s face, and something shifted in his expression—a flicker of resolve, or perhaps desperation.

“If I loose your bonds,” he said, “you will go. You will leave Blencarn tonight, and you will not return. You will say nothing of what you have seen. Swear it.”

“I will not swear that.”

“Then you will stay here until the cart comes, and Sir Richard will have you taken to the crossroads—or, if you resist, he will have you silenced in a way that leaves no trace. He has done it before.”

Thomas met the priest’s eyes. “I made a vow to a girl with plague marks. I told her I would not abandon her. I do not break my vows for the convenience of liars.”

Aldous’s face crumpled. He looked at the key in his palm, then back at Thomas, and for a moment the weight of years seemed to press down on him—the weight of secrets kept, of deaths unmarked, of prayers offered to a God he served while serving a tyrant.

“You will die,” Aldous said quietly. “Sir Richard will not allow you to remain.”

“Then I will die,” Thomas said, “with my hands clean. But I will not leave. And I will not be silent.”

The priest stood there in the torchlight, and the silence stretched between them, thick as the darkness beyond the door. Then Aldous closed his fist around the key and turned away.

“I will bring you bread and water,” he said, his voice hollow. “It is all I can do.”

He paused at the threshold, his silhouette black against the torch’s glow.

“I am sorry,” he said. “I am sorry for all of it.”

Then he was gone, the door closing behind him with a sound of iron that felt final, and the torch went with him, leaving Thomas alone in the dark with his bound hands and his aching head and the slow, sure knowledge that the morning would bring a cart, or a knife, or worse.

He closed his eyes. In the dark behind his lids he saw the girl’s face, the marks on her skin, the way her small hand had reached for his. He thought of Agnes, and the sexton, and the silent brute who had taken him. He thought of the bodies in the crypt, stacked like cordwood, waiting to be burned or forgotten.

And he thought of the key. The priest had said Sir Richard had the keys to everything in Blencarn. But Aldous had one he did not. And he had carried it, secret and unused, through all the long months of the quarantine.

Thomas did not know if the priest would use it. He did not know if he would be alive come dawn. But he knew one thing with certainty: whatever came through that door at first light, he would not go quietly into it.

He set his back against the cold stone and waited for the morning.