The Tide List
Read Chapter 29: The Scarf's Return
The report came back hollow, distant, like sound traveling through water. Elise pushed herself up from the sand, ears ringing, and saw the German officer crumpled ten yards away, a dark bloom spreading across his tunic. Jameson lay beside her, hand pressed to his shoulder, blood seeping between his fingers.
“I’m fine,” he said, though his face was gray. “Go.”
She went.
The officer had fallen backward onto the shingle, arms flung wide. His pistol lay in the surf, half-swallowed by foam. Elise reached him in three staggering steps, her injured leg screaming with each stride. She dropped to her knees beside him.
It was dark, but not dark enough. She knew the face. She had seen it in nightmares for three years, in the photographs André had smuggled out of the mainland, in the grainy resistance bulletins that named him as the officer who had cleared the village of Saint-Père.
The one who shot her brother.
Her hands moved before her mind caught up. She tore at his collar, ripped open his field jacket, searching. The soldiers were dead or dying around them—Ashwell lay face-down in the sand, unmoving, a single bullet through his neck. The doctor had already dropped two of the Germans before the sniper had given himself away with his shot. Now the beach was quiet except for the lapping tide and the ragged breathing of the wounded.
Elise found it in the inner pocket of the officer’s tunic, folded into a tight square, pressed against his chest like a talisman. Blue wool, salt-stiffened, frayed at the edges. A corner torn away where the bullet had passed through. Her brother’s scarf.
She remembered the day he had worn it last. October, cold wind off the Channel, the Red Cross truck idling in the square. He had looped the scarf twice around his neck and kissed her forehead and said, *I’ll be back before the gorse blooms.* The scarf had been a birthday gift from their mother, knitted in the blue of the sea on calm days, the color she had loved most.
It was brown now. Dark with dried blood, crusted stiff where it had lain against the officer’s chest. He had kept it. Why had he kept it?
She did not ask. She did not want to know.
Elise pulled the scarf free and held it to her face. It smelled of wool and salt and something metallic, the ghost of her brother’s tobacco buried beneath the stench of its keeper. She pressed it to her mouth and screamed into it, a sound swallowed by the weave, by the wind, by the crash of waves.
“Elise.” Jameson’s voice came from behind her, uneven with pain.
She turned. He had staggered to his feet, one hand clamped over his shoulder, blood dripping down his arm onto the sand. The doctor was moving among the fallen, checking pulses, kicking weapons away. The German soldiers lay where they had fallen—four of them, maybe five. Ashwell’s body was the closest, his fine gray coat stained dark.
“That’s him,” Elise said. Her voice was flat, strange to her own ears. “That’s the man who shot Jean-Paul.”
Jameson’s eyes moved from her face to the scarf, to the dead officer, and back. A sequence she could not read.
“How do you know?”
“I know.” She rose, the scarf clutched in her fist. The leg gave way beneath her; she caught herself on a rock, sharp edges biting into her palm. “André identified him from a photograph. The trial in Saint-Père. He shot twelve civilians in the square and walked away without a scratch. And he kept this.” She held the scarf out, let the wind snap it. “He kept my brother’s scarf.”
The doctor appeared at her elbow, breathless. “We have to move. The shots will bring more from the garrison.”
“Let them come.” Elise shook her head. “No. You’re right. We have to move.” She looked at the dead officer one last time. The face was younger than she had imagined. Blond, smooth-cheeked, almost boyish. He could not have been much older than her brother.
She knelt and closed his eyes with the flat of her hand. It was not forgiveness. It was not absolution. It was the only thing her mother had taught her before the occupation took them all: *Even the dead deserve dignity, or we are no better than they are.*
Then she stood, folded the scarf with trembling fingers, and tucked it into the waistband of her trousers, flat against her stomach. The wool was warm from the dead man’s body. She would wash it later. She would wash it until the blood ran clear, and then she would keep it for the rest of her life.
“The boat,” Jameson said. He was looking past her, toward the water.
The shallop had beached itself in the shallows, its hull grinding against the shingle. A figure was climbing out, soaked to the waist, stumbling in the surf. A woman, Elise saw. Middle-aged, dark hair plastered to her skull. She wore a man’s coat over a dress, and she was looking at the bodies on the sand with a stillness that spoke of too much grief to move.
The doctor went to her first, hands raised, speaking in French. The woman did not answer. She only stared.
Elise walked across the beach. Each step sent pain shooting up her leg, but the scarf was a warm weight against her belly, a promise she had carried for three years finally fulfilled. She reached the woman and stopped.
“You came in on the boat.”
The woman looked at her. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her lips cracked with salt.
“I was told there would be a signal. A green light from the headland.” She shook her head. “There was no light. I came anyway. My husband is dead. I have nothing left to lose.”
Elise looked back at the beach. At Ashwell’s body, half in the water now, the tide claiming him. At the seven German soldiers scattered like broken toys. At Jameson, holding his shoulder, watching her with pain-darkened eyes.
“Your husband,” Elise said. “What was his name?”
“LeFèvre. Marcel LeFèvre.” The woman’s chin trembled. “He was taken from a safe house in Saint-Malo. The Germans knew his name before he arrived.”
Elise’s stomach turned. She thought of Captain Ashwell, of the binder full of treacherous names. Of the widow Marie LeFebvre, husband dead the same way, waiting in her cottage on the hill.
“Come with us,” she said. “There’s a widow inland who will take you in. She knows what it is to lose a husband to the list.”
A hand closed on her arm. Jameson. Still bleeding.
“Elise. The scarf. What did you find?”
She looked at him. In the near-darkness, his face was all shadows and angles, the face of a man who had been shot, betrayed, arrested, and had somehow kept walking.
“I found my brother,” she said. “I found him at last.”
The scarf was warm against her skin. She would feel it every step of the way inland, every mile of the long road ahead. And it would remind her, always, that justice was possible—even here, even now, even on an island drowning in occupation.
“Now let’s go find the man who sold them the names.”
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