The Tide List
Read Chapter 34: Andre's Return
The schoolhouse had become a way station. Blankets folded on desks, a pot of soup cooling on the iron stove, children chasing each other between the pews that served as benches. Elise had been there since dawn, helping Colette sort through the bundles of clothing donated by islanders who had little enough to spare but offered it anyway, because that was what happened when a community had been hollowed out and was trying to fill itself again.
She was pinning a shirt to the clothesline behind the building when she heard the shout. A boy’s voice, high and urgent, cutting through the murmur of the refugee camp.
“There’s a man! In the woods! He’s alive!”
Elise dropped the shirt. Her legs moved before she could think, past the schoolhouse, past the garden where the cabbages had gone to seed, and into the belt of trees that bordered the eastern edge of the property. The boy was ahead of her, skinny and swift, and he dodged between trunks with the certainty of someone who had discovered a secret and wanted to share it.
“Here, miss,” he panted, pointing to a tumble of branches and bracken that looked like nothing more than a collapsed deer stand. “I heard him coughing.”
Elise crouched. The bracken shifted, and a face emerged from the shadows—a man’s face, gaunt and bearded, with dark hollows beneath his eyes and a sheen of sweat on his forehead. His clothes were torn, his wrists raw and scratched as if he had fought through brambles and wire to reach this place.
“André?” she breathed.
He blinked at her, slow, like a man who had forgotten his own name. Then something flickered in his eyes—recognition, or the attempt at it. “Elise Martin,” he rasped. “You still deliver letters.”
She laughed, a sound that caught in her throat. “I still try.”
Getting him back to the schoolhouse took twenty minutes and three men from the refugee camp, who lifted him onto a makeshift stretcher made of a door and two fence posts. André weighed almost nothing. His hands fluttered at his sides, bird-thin, trembling.
They laid him on a cot near the stove, and Colette brought water, then broth, then more water. The news spread faster than the soup could cool. By the time André had finished his second cup of broth, half the island seemed to be gathered outside the schoolhouse windows, craning for a glimpse of the poet who had been missing for eight months, presumed dead like so many others.
His wife arrived breathless, her apron still on, her hair escaping its pins. She stopped in the doorway of the schoolroom as if the sight of him might shatter. André turned his head on the pillow.
“Marie,” he said.
She crossed the room in three steps and fell to her knees beside the cot, gathering his hand in both of hers. She did not speak. She only pressed his knuckles to her lips and wept, and André’s own eyes grew bright.
Elise slipped away, giving them the space that grief and joy both required. She found a chair against the far wall and sat, watching the reunion from a distance, her brother’s scarf knotted at her wrist.
It took three days for André to regain enough strength to leave the cot. On the fourth morning, Elise found him sitting on the schoolhouse steps, wrapped in a blanket, watching the sun climb over the rooftops of St. Peter Port.
“You look better,” she said, settling beside him.
“I look like a man who has been pulled from a grave,” he said, but the corner of his mouth twitched. “Which is, I suppose, an improvement.”
They sat in silence for a moment. The air was fresh and salt-tinged, the first true spring air the island had known since the occupation began. Somewhere below, a dog barked, and a woman called her child in for breakfast. Ordinary sounds. They still felt strange, like wearing a coat that had been stored too long.
“They told me what you did,” André said. “The letters. The smuggling. The names you exposed.”
Elise shook her head. “I did what anyone would have done.”
“No.” André’s voice was firm, though his body was still frail. “Anyone would not have done it. Anyone would have kept their head down, delivered the mail, gone home. You risked everything. You kept us connected when the Germans wanted us divided. You gave us hope when hope was a luxury we could not afford.”
Elise looked down at her hands. They were chapped from the wind, the nails short and practical. They looked nothing like the hands of a hero. They looked like the hands of a woman who had simply refused to stop delivering.
“I have something for you,” André said.
He reached into the folds of his blanket and produced a small notebook, bound in dark leather, its pages swollen with damp and age. He held it out to her with both hands, like an offering.
“My poems,” he said. “All of them. From before the occupation and during. I wrote them on scraps, on cigarette papers, on the backs of official German forms I stole from a supply tent. I buried them in a biscuit tin when I was taken, and dug them up when I returned. Well.” He gave a dry, haggard laugh. “When I crawled back, more like.”
Elise took the notebook carefully, turning it over in her hands. It felt heavier than its weight—stuffed with folded papers, some loose, some bound with twine.
“Why give this to me?”
André’s gaze went distant, out toward the harbor where the first Allied ships were beginning to appear on the horizon. “There is a woman. In France. Rosalie, her name is. She was a schoolteacher in Granville when I was there before the war. We wrote to each other. I promised her I would send her everything I wrote, every poem, every line, no matter what happened. When the bombing started, when the island fell, when all of it—I lost her address. I lost the means. I cannot even be certain she is still alive.”
He turned to look at her then, and his eyes, though sunken, held a fierce and fragile hope. “But you are the postwoman. You delivered letters when no one else could. You delivered them across an occupied island, under the noses of the Germans, through curfews and checkpoints and the threat of death. If anyone can find her, it is you.”
Elise clutched the notebook to her chest. Her heart beat hard beneath it.
“I don’t know if I can travel,” she said slowly. “I don’t know if the authorities will allow it. The war is over, but the island is still—everything is still being sorted. I don’t have papers, I don’t have—“
“You have courage,” André said. “You have always had courage. That has been enough before.”
She thought of the letters she had hidden in her saddlebags, the censored words she had slipped past German guards, the forged documents that had nearly cost her everything. She thought of her brother, whose scarf was still knotted at her wrist, who had died believing in a cause larger than himself. She thought of Jameson, whose shoulder was healing slowly at Marie’s cottage, who had told her to wait for the end of the war, and the end had come, and here she was.
“Rosalie,” she repeated. “What is her full name?”
“Rosalie Marchand. She taught at the École Communale in Granville. Her family had a small house on the Rue du Roc, by the old church.” He paused. “I do not know if she is still there. I do not know if she is still alive. But I have to know. Perhaps that is selfish. Perhaps it is foolish. But I have carried these poems across so many borders of silence and fear—“
“It is not foolish,” Elise said. She looked down at the notebook, then back at the sea. A ship was cutting through the distance, its smoke trailing like a ribbon against the pale sky. France was out there, beyond the horizon. Beyond her island. Beyond everything she had ever known.
“I will take it,” she said.
André’s breath caught. He reached out and grasped her hand, his fingers cold but firm. “Thank you,” he said. “You have already given my family back to me. Now you are giving me the only other thing I have left to lose.”
Elise tucked the journal into her coat, pressing it close to her heart. She thought of the forged letter that had borne Bréhaut’s name, the one that might still surface to undo her. She thought of the binder of names that might still be hidden among Ashwell’s possessions. She thought of the shopkeeper, awaiting his tribunal in the church crypt, and the collaborators who remained unidentified.
But those were problems for another day. Today, there was a poet on the schoolhouse steps, and his wife inside preparing him tea, and a notebook full of words that had survived an occupation, and a woman in France who might be waiting to receive them.
“I’ll begin making arrangements today,” Elise said, rising. The journal was warm against her ribs. “I can’t promise when. But I will go.”
André’s smile was thin and tremulous, but it was real. “I never doubted you would.”
She left him there in the spring sunlight and walked back toward the town, her brother’s scarf swinging at her wrist, the poems like a second heartbeat beneath her coat. The war was over. The occupation had ended. But there was still one delivery to make.
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