The Barricade and the Bandage
Read Chapter 3: The Armistice of the Wounded
The church bell of Saint-Gervais did not ring that morning. Élise had grown accustomed to its voice, a steady pulse beneath the noise of the city, and its silence felt like a held breath. She pressed a cool cloth to Marguerite’s forehead and watched the girl’s eyelids flutter. The fever had broken twice since dawn, only to return, and the sisters had given her nothing but willow bark tea and prayers.
“Stay with her,” said Sister Agnès, appearing at Élise’s elbow with a basket of lint and bandages. “The white flag has gone up along the line. They are collecting the dead.”
Élise’s heart stuttered. “A truce?”
“An armistice of the wounded,” the sister said, her voice thin as old paper. “Three hours, no more. The men are needed to dig graves, but the women—some of the women are being allowed to walk the field. To find their own.”
Élise looked down at Marguerite. The girl’s breathing was shallow but steady. “She needs a surgeon, Sister. Not prayer.”
Sister Agnès’s eyes held no judgment. “Then find one. The Rue du Faubourg Saint-Antoine has a field hospital run by the Versailles—they’ve taken over the old convent there. If the truce holds, a nurse might pass through the lines. You know the streets better than I do.”
Élise squeezed Marguerite’s hand, whispering a promise she wasn’t sure she could keep, and stepped out into the grey morning.
The air was thick with the smell of gunpowder and wet stone. The barricade on the Rue de Rivoli had been reduced to rubble, its sandbags scattered like giant discarded dice. Bodies lay in rows along the curb, covered with whatever clothing the living could spare. Women moved through them with the terrible calm of those who have already wept all their tears. Élise kept her eyes forward, her feet moving, her nurse’s apron a kind of passport.
She was crossing the open ground where the firing had been worst when she heard his voice.
“You should not be here.”
She turned. Henri stood ten paces away, a leather satchel over his shoulder, his uniform pale in the weak sunlight. He looked as tired as she felt. He made no move toward her, and neither did she. They stood at the edge of a field of dead, a line of white flags snapping in the breeze between them.
“The girl,” Élise said. “Marguerite. She did not die from the shot, but the fever is taking her.” She paused, gripping her basket so tightly her knuckles went white. “Your surgeons—the convent on the Faubourg—they have supplies. I was told.”
Henri’s jaw tightened. “The convent is behind our lines. You would not get past the sentries, truce or no.”
“Then you go for her.” It was not a question. It came out harder than she intended, a demand wrapped in desperation.
Henri looked at her for a long moment. He had not moved closer, and neither had she, but the distance between them felt thinner than it had any right to be. He had seen her catch a bullet’s graze at the barricade without flinching. He had seen her carry a wounded child through chaos. What he saw now was a woman on the edge of collapse, held upright by stubbornness alone.
“What is your name?” he asked.
She blinked. “You want my name? Now?”
“I told you mine at the barricade. You never gave yours.”
A pause. The wind carried a distant cry—a woman, or a bird. “Élise Moreau.”
“Élise.” He said it like he was testing the weight of it. Then he reached into his satchel and pulled out a small tin wrapped in cloth. “Laudanum,” he said, tossing it toward her. It landed at her feet, a small puff of dust. “It will not cure her, but it will slow the fever’s teeth until a surgeon can be found.”
Élise bent to pick it up. When she straightened, Henri’s eyes were fixed on her chest. She followed his gaze to the locket that hung at her collar—a plain oval of tarnished silver, worn smooth by years of thumbing.
“Where did you get that?” he asked.
The question was sharp, and it startled her. “It was my mother’s.”
He shook his head slowly, almost to himself. “My father has a matching one. In a drawer. Locked, but I saw it as a boy.” He looked at her face as if searching for a resemblance he could not place. “The clasp is identical. The engraving on the edge—a small vine, like this.” He traced a curl in the air.
Élise’s hand closed over the locket protectively. “My mother died when I was nine. She never spoke of any family but ourselves.”
“Then perhaps it is a coincidence.”
Neither of them believed that. The words hung between them, unanswered and uncomfortable.
A distant bugle sounded. The truce was fraying at its edges.
“I will see what can be done for the girl,” Henri said, stepping back. “But you cannot be seen carrying messages for your side, Élise Moreau. If you are caught beyond the white flag, no truce will save you.”
She wanted to ask why he was helping her. She wanted to ask about the shot she had heard from his building during the battle—whether it had come from his rifle, or at him. But the moment would not hold another question.
“Thank you,” she said instead.
He nodded once, turned, and walked back toward the Versailles lines. She watched his back until the grey swallowed him, and then she walked the other way, clutching the tin of laudanum as if it could carry the weight of everything unsaid.
She found Marguerite in the same shallow sleep, Sister Agnès humming a hymn beside her cot. Élise measured a few precious drops into the girl’s mouth and watched her pulse ease. For a moment, she allowed herself to believe it would be enough.
It was Jules who shattered that belief.
Her brother found her in the courtyard of the church, hauling a bucket of water toward the makeshift ward. He came up the street at a run, civilian coat over his shoulder, face flushed with urgency.
“Élise. You need to come.”
“I’m busy.”
“The school,” he said, catching his breath. “The Central Committee has requisitioned it. We need desks and chairs for a barricade on the Rue des Écoles. They’re moving a cannon into the courtyard by nightfall.”
She set the bucket down slowly. “My school.”
“It’s a war, Élise.”
“It was a classroom this morning, Jules.” But she was already untying her nurse’s apron. Marguerite was stable, for now. And the school was a building full of children’s desks, a place small hands had worn smooth over a generation of lessons. The thought of it being dismantled and stacked into a wall of wood and rage made her feel hollow.
They walked together through the narrow streets, past women washing linen soaked with the blood of strangers, past men stacking bricks into new fortifications, past a dead horse being dragged away by its legs. The Commune was a thing of fists and songs, and all of it was bleeding.
When they reached the school, the door hung open on a broken hinge. Inside, the neat rows of desks had been shoved to one side. A group of National Guard volunteers, boys mostly, were hauling chairs toward the courtyard where they would be lashed together into something ugly and necessary.
“No,” Élise said.
A young man with a bristling black beard turned. “The Committee gave the order. We need the materials.”
“Then take what you need from the back—old benches, broken slates. But leave the desks.” She stepped forward, hands at her sides. “When this is over, children will come back to this room. They will need a place to sit.”
The young man looked at her, then at Jules, who shrugged as if to say, she’ll dig the barricade herself if you cross her.
“Fine,” he said. “But the courtyard stays ours.”
Élise nodded once, then moved to the far wall where her chalkboard still bore the trace of yesterday’s lesson, a sentence in careful script: *“La liberté ou la mort.”* She had written it before the fighting began, as a lesson on the Revolution. She had not imagined it would become so literal.
She stood there, in the schoolroom that now smelled of a war, and she thought of Henri’s face when he saw her locket. She thought of her mother’s hands braiding her hair, of the locket tucked into a pocket, of a family that had always been small and had never once mentioned a father’s drawer or another piece of the same silver.
Then she turned to Jules. “What route did Clément take out of the city?”
Jules blinked. “He’s on a barge, heading north by dawn. Why?”
“Write it down.” She pressed her mother's locket between her palms. “Just in case.”