The Bookseller's List
Read Chapter 22: A Brother's Shadow
The bookshop bell chimed eleven in the morning when Antoine slid a photograph across the counter, his fingers pressed flat over the face until Élise took it.
She turned it over. A man, mid-thirties, dark hair cropped short, high cheekbones. He wore the grey-green uniform of the Gestapo auxiliary, an interpreter's brass pin on his collar. The face was leaner than the one she remembered, hardened by years that had carved new lines around the mouth, but the eyes—she would have known those eyes anywhere.
Her hand trembled. She set the photograph down.
"This is a mistake," she said.
Antoine leaned against the counter, arms crossed. "Kohl. He works in the records office at the Avenue Foch headquarters. Transferred from Lyon six weeks ago. Hoffmann's staff have used him for interrogations that require German fluency and a soft touch—he's the one who gets prisoners to talk before the hard men take over."
"I said it's a mistake." Her voice came out sharp, too loud for the quiet shop. She lowered it. "My brother is on a transport manifest. You saw it yourself. Hoffmann has his photograph in a drawer."
"Hoffmann keeps a photograph of a man he could easily have shipped east." Antoine's tone was gentle, which somehow made it worse. "Why keep the image of a dead man walking? Unless the man isn't dead. Unless he's useful."
Élise pushed the photograph back across the counter. "Philippe is a resistance fighter. He would never—" She stopped. She had not seen her brother in three years, not since he'd left Paris in the summer of 1940 with a forged passport and a promise to write. He had written twice, and then the letters had stopped.
"You don't know what he's become," Antoine said.
"I know what he was."
"People change." Antoine's eyes held something that might have been pity, or might have been recognition. "I'm proof of that."
Élise turned away, busying herself with a stack of unsold novels. The motion felt false, theatrical. Outside, a German military truck rumbled past, its engine a low growl that had become the soundtrack of her life.
"If this man is my brother, and if he is working for them, then he needs help. He needs someone to remind him—"
"He's not a prisoner, Élise. Kohl has an office, a salary, a room in the Hotel Lutetia. He's not being coerced. He's complicit."
She whirled on him. "You don't know that. You don't know what they've threatened him with. What they've shown him." Her throat tightened. "What they've done to him."
Antoine was quiet for a long moment. Then he said, "I can investigate. Quietly. I have contacts in the records office. I can find out how he came to be here, what his duties actually involve."
"No."
"Élise—"
"I'll confront him myself."
Antoine's jaw tightened. "That's reckless. If he's genuinely your brother, you've just revealed yourself to a man who works for the Gestapo. If he's not, you've revealed yourself to a stranger who works for the Gestapo. Either way, you lose."
"Then what do you suggest? That I wait for Hoffmann to use my brother against me? That I sit here and wonder whether Philippe is upstairs in the Avenue Foch, translating confessions from people I've tried to save?" She shook her head. "I need to look him in the eye. I need to know."
"You need to survive."
"Survival isn't enough anymore."
The words hung between them. Antoine studied her face, and for a moment she saw something flicker in his expression—respect, perhaps, or worry. Then he nodded slowly.
"He takes lunch at a café on the Rue de Berri most days. Two o'clock. He sits alone, reads the German papers." Antoine pulled his coat from the hook by the door. "If you're going to do this, do it smart. Wear something ordinary. Sit near him, not across from him. Let him approach you, if he's going to."
"And if he doesn't?"
"Then you walk away, and we make another plan." He paused at the door. "I'll be outside. If anything goes wrong, if he so much as raises his voice, you leave and I'll handle it."
"You can't handle the Gestapo, Antoine."
"I've handled worse." He was gone before she could ask what that meant.
---
The Café de la Paix was crowded at two o'clock, filled with officers and clerks and the kind of women who pretended not to notice them. Élise chose a table near the window, a cup of ersatz coffee growing cold in front of her, a dog-eared copy of Zola's *Germinal* open on the table. The book was a prop—she had read it three times since the occupation began, memorized passages that no longer held meaning.
At ten past two, a man in a grey overcoat entered. He moved with a soldier's economy, scanning the room before selecting a table against the far wall. He ordered in fluent German from the waiter, then unfolded a newspaper.
Élise watched him over the top of her book. From this distance, the resemblance was less striking. The jaw was broader, the posture more rigid. But the way he held his head, the slight tilt when he read—that was Philippe. That was the boy who had taught her to ride a bicycle, who had walked her to school on her first day, who had promised to protect her from everything.
He looked up, and their eyes met.
For a single second, something moved in his face. A crack in the mask. His hand tightened on the edge of the newspaper, and he looked away—too quickly, too deliberately.
Élise's heart hammered against her ribs. She waited three minutes, then four, then rose and crossed the café. She slid into the chair across from him before he could object.
"Philippe," she said, soft enough that only he could hear.
He did not look up from his paper. "You have the wrong table, mademoiselle."
"I know your face. I know the way you breathe when you're pretending to read." She leaned closer. "I know the scar on your wrist from the summer you fell out of the apple tree."
His hand did not move, but the paper trembled almost imperceptibly. "I am Kohl. I work for the German administration. I do not know anyone named Philippe, and you would be wise to leave before someone notices you speaking to me."
"Then why is your hand shaking?"
Now he looked up. His eyes were the same grey-blue she remembered, but they had grown older, harder, rimmed with something that might have been exhaustion or might have been regret.
"I don't know you," he said, and his voice was flat. "If you're in trouble, I can arrange an interview with my superiors. They're always interested in women who approach Gestapo officers with false names."
She felt the words like a slap. "False names? You think I'm lying about who I am? About who you are?"
"I think you're mistaken." He folded his newspaper and stood. "Enjoy your coffee, mademoiselle. I'd recommend finishing your book elsewhere."
He was already walking away when she called out, louder than she intended. "Maman's locket. You gave it to me the day you left. You said it would keep me safe."
He paused at the door. For a long moment, he did not turn around. Then he said, without looking back, "I don't know what you're talking about." And he walked out into the grey Paris afternoon.
Élise sat frozen in her chair, the waiter eyeing her with professional concern. The door swung shut. Outside, the man who might be her brother climbed into a black Citroën and drove away without once looking back.
---
Antoine found her an hour later, still sitting at the table, the coffee untouched, the book unread. He slid into the seat Kohl had occupied.
"What did he say?"
"Nothing." Her voice was hollow. "He said nothing. He denied everything."
"That could mean he's not your brother."
"It could mean he's protecting me. Or it could mean he's protecting himself." She looked up, and he saw the fear she had been holding back. "But Antoine—before he left, he looked at my hands. At the ring I'm wearing. Grandmother's ring, the one with the faded sapphire." She held out her hand, and the ring caught the dim light. "He looked at it for a full three seconds. Like he was memorizing it."
"Or like he recognized it."
"Or like he was deciding whether to take it from me." She pulled her hand back, wrapped it around the cold cup. "I don't know what I saw in his face. I don't know if he's my brother, or a stranger who happened to look like him, or something worse altogether."
Antoine was quiet. Then he said, "Hoffmann is moving the prisoner transport up by a day. The eastern line leaves tomorrow night."
Élise's blood went cold. "But the papers—"
"Are still useless without a photograph." He reached across the table and placed his hand over hers, a gesture that was less about comfort than about grounding her in the present. "If this man is Philippe, and if he's working for Hoffmann, then he might know where the real Philippe is. Or he might be the only way to find out."
"Or he might deliver me straight to Hoffmann and finish what Duras started."
"That too." Antoine's grip tightened. "Which is why I'm going to ask you one more time to leave Paris. Tomorrow. Let me handle this."
She shook her head slowly. "If Philippe is out there—if there's a chance he's alive and reachable—I can't run from it."
"You said yourself you don't know what he's become. What if he's become the kind of man who would hand his own sister to the Gestapo?"
Élise looked at the door through which the man had disappeared. "Then at least I'll know." She withdrew her hand from his and stood. "And I'll know what I'm fighting against."
She left the café without looking back, and Antoine sat alone at the table, turning the cold cup in his hands, watching her go.
Continue Reading Free
Unlock This Chapter
Watch a short ad to unlock this chapter.
No payment required.