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THE CUT BETWEEN US

Read Chapter 2: THE WALL

The wall belonged to no one, which meant it belonged to whoever arrived first.

Camille discovered this on her fourth day.

Bellwether's concept wall stretched twenty feet along the north side of the studio and held the visual vocabulary of each developing collection: photographs, fabric swatches, paintings, old advertisements, scraps of handwriting, pieces of architecture. Evelyn Rowe believed collections should begin with an argument visible from across a room.

At seven fifteen Friday morning, Camille covered six feet of the wall with images she had collected since arriving in New York: scaffolding wrapped in green mesh, women in oversized coats outside Penn Station, a torn 1970s Bellwether advertisement, the steel ribs of the Williamsburg Bridge, a photograph of her grandmother wearing a man's wool overcoat in Marseille in 1968.

At seven forty, Julian arrived.

At seven forty-two, he removed half of it.

Camille watched from her desk.

"Excuse me."

He did not turn. "Morning."

"You are taking down my work."

"I'm editing the wall."

"By removing my work."

He held up a photograph of the bridge. "We've done industrial New York."

"You've done polished nostalgia. Not the same thing."

A few people nearby became very interested in their computers.

Julian pinned up a photograph of a townhouse facade in winter. "The brief is inheritance."

"Inheritance is not mahogany furniture."

"No, but it's also not every piece of exposed steel in Brooklyn."

She crossed the studio and took his townhouse photograph down.

Now he looked at her.

Camille pinned the bridge back up.

"Modern inheritance," she said. "What is inherited in New York? Space, class, neighborhoods, family expectations. And what changes? Who gets to enter. Who gets pushed out. Clothes can hold that tension."

Julian studied the wall.

For the first time, she saw him stop performing certainty.

"What would the coat be?" he asked.

She had expected another dismissal.

"A man's overcoat cut for a woman's movement. Heavy wool outside, silk organza reinforcement inside. Structure that looks inherited but behaves differently."

"The organza won't hold the lapel."

"It doesn't need to. Hair canvas there, organza through the body."

He stepped closer to the photograph of her grandmother.

"Who is she?"

"My grandmother, Lucie."

"She looks like she stole that coat."

"She did. From my grandfather. After he told her women looked ridiculous in trousers."

Julian's mouth tilted.

"Keep the photograph."

Camille folded her arms. "How generous."

"But lose the subway graffiti."

"No."

"It's decorative rebellion."

"That's a very American phrase."

"You're in America."

"And already improving it."

Mara coughed to hide a laugh.

By nine, Evelyn Rowe entered the studio.

She was seventy-one, narrow as a blade, with white hair cut to her jaw and the kind of face fashion magazines called severe when they meant old without apology. She wore black trousers, men's loafers, and a Bellwether camel coat from 1989 that had been copied by three major competitors and dozens of department stores.

Evelyn stopped in front of the wall.

No one spoke.

She studied Camille's grandmother, Julian's townhouse, the bridge, a photograph of a cracked marble staircase, and a small scrap of midnight-blue silk.

"Whose mess is this?"

"Joint," Julian said.

Camille looked at him.

Evelyn nodded. "Good. It's less boring than yesterday."

Then she walked on.

The studio exhaled.

"Joint?" Camille said quietly.

"You prefer 'hostile occupation'?"

"I prefer accuracy."

Julian leaned toward her. "Accuracy is that she liked it because the images were fighting each other."

"We were fighting each other."

"Exactly."

That afternoon, an email arrived announcing an internal design review. Bellwether planned to appoint a new concept lead for womenswear before the autumn campaign. All senior designers and contract designers with Evelyn's approval could submit a capsule proposal.

The winner would report directly to Julian.

Camille read that line twice.

A concept lead role could turn her temporary New York contract into something permanent. More important, it would give her authorship. She had spent four years in Paris working under designers who called her ideas "interesting" and then presented softened versions of them three months later.

She printed the brief.

Across the studio, Julian looked up from his monitor.

Their eyes met.

He knew.

Of course he knew.

At six, when most of the office had thinned out, he appeared beside her desk again.

"You're entering."

It was not a question.

"Yes."

"You've been here four days."

"Is there a minimum suffering period?"

"No."

"Then yes."

He glanced at the page in front of her. "What are you afraid of?"

Camille laughed once. "Is this an American management technique?"

"Answer."

She looked down at the blank sketch page.

In Paris, she had been afraid of being too much: too sharp, too foreign in rooms run by men who considered softness synonymous with femininity. In New York, she had not yet learned the correct fears.

"Being useful but forgettable," she said.

Julian's expression changed.

Only slightly.

"Good," he said. "Design against that."

"And you?"

He looked toward Evelyn's glass office at the far end of the floor.

"Being memorable for the wrong thing."

Before Camille could ask what he meant, he walked away.

She stayed until ten thirty.

When she finally left, she saw the wall from the elevator corridor.

Her grandmother's photograph was still there.

So was Julian's townhouse.

Between them, someone had pinned a blank sheet of white paper.

Camille did not know who had done it.

She decided it looked like a challenge.